trapped or blessed?

 WHY ME? Why am I being punished so often? enthu cheythaalum ente thettu maathram entha project aayi nikkunne, Why am I the one always wrong?

Ellaam sheri aanu, pakshe ee questions entha ingane orkkaathe...

HOW me? njan enthu cheythitta enikku vendi ithrem caring aaya oru prakruthiye thanne, njan enthu thettu cheythaalum enikku athu ishtam allengil polum enikku kaanichu tharaan ready aayittu irikkunna oru prakruthiye ENIKKU enthukondu thannu, 100% perfection illengil enikku entha onnum kittaathee, oru average student aayittu happy aaki vekkaathe entha ennu, ithrem special aano njan? numboottu enikku cheyyaan ulla kadamakal athra heavenly aano, daivathullyamaayi irikkunna kaaryangal okke aano, enne devi aakuvaano..

enikku aakandaa engilo.. 

 aakanda engil aakanda athinentha.. kazinja janmavum athu thanne alle paranje, athukondu enthu nashtam undaayi, enthengilum ippo ormma undo athine patti, athupole ee nimishavum kaalaandarathil maanju pokum, pinneyum ee nimishathil thanne ethum oru naalil... nee oru devi aayi maaraan aanu ninte destiny engil nee aakum aakanam.

ithoru blessing aano atho enne athil trap aaki vechekkuvaano without my consent

alla.. ithu nee aagrahichathaanu ninte ahambodham aagrahichathaanu, ninte oro oro actionsum athilekkaanu ninne kondu pokunne, oro padi keri kaziyamboolum athinteedaaya budhimuttukal ninte purambodham anubhavikkunnu athu ninne maayayil samshayangal undaakkum, ee prakruthiye ninte chuttum ulla society maathram aayittu kandaal.. sheriyaanu nee oru cheriya box il trapped aanu, ennaal ninte prapanjam boundless aanu, athu anandamaayi vyaapichu kidakkunna oru poondoottam aanu, angane athine kanaan pattiya.. ithilum kooduthal ninakku vendi ee prakruthikku entha cheythu tharaan pattunne,